Are you guys seeing this shit? I mean, Jesus Christ, it’s BAD. I never thought we would get to this point, but here we are! I’m trying to stay calm and composed, but it’s a lot. And I’m supposed to just wake up and go to work every day like nothing’s happening? Fuck!
Look, things could obviously be worse, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t suck tremendously right now. I don’t remember a time when it was this awful, and it’s really only set to deteriorate. I don’t even know what to say anymore. I’m already so tired, and it doesn’t seem like there’s any end in sight.
I wish I could be more hopeful, but it seems like I’m not allowed to be. It’s a daily occurrence with this garbage. I don’t understand how there are people who seem to just be living like everything is peachy. Are they not aware of what’s going on? I feel like I’m being dramatic, but then a new thing happens, and it’s like, FUCK, you know?
I keep being told to do some meditation or take a walk in nature, but will that stop everything from being a steaming turd? No!
It also doesn’t help that my back hurts ALL the time, my bowels are in constant turmoil, my feet are sore, I sleep like shit, my anxiety is through the roof and I’m broke as hell. Plus, I’m getting old. God, it’s just always something, isn’t it?
Okay, I think I’m okay; I just needed to vent, and — wait, what? ANOTHER bad thing in the news? I can’t catch a break!
I’m lactose intolerant, but I think I’m gonna go eat a pint of ice cream and cry a lot. FUCK!